On a good note, I found a book on Amazon... 501 bento lunches. It should last a while, everytime I try to read it I fall asleep. ( not because of the book. I just need sleep)

My daughter is an Irish dancer...I have two weeks to make her a solo dress...this is a highly ornate complicated stiff creature with a lot of parts and trim. I have no pattern only a drawing on a piece of paper...Yes, Im probably insane. If I dont finish it she does have a school dress to wear,but, she has wanted to have her own solo dress for years and now I have some used embroidery to make one ( and I save $850-1000 by making it myself) We are far away from the rest of the world and the kids only go to competition once a year.( some not at all...) This summer she gets to go to two. I might have to make a new dress bag also as these things cant be folded. I will wait until its finished and find out.

My house is trashed, I could use a few maids, maybe a cook and a gardener. I was supposed to be using this month to do yard work but can never seem to get to it. the lawn has been mowed once.

I have tried rolling around on the floor and crying but it isnt helping. What I really need is my own fairygodmother.